father

 the thing that kind of hurts (it's not their fault) when people say they want a father like mine without the context.

i posted a vid. with my dad. it was a little joke i was sure would just stay lost on my page forever. well guess what, it got nearly half a million likes and now a million people know about my father.

the thing is, it was a peaceful thing. that my dad plays cod and i watch cod edits. suddenly i was getting SO many comments about how they would love to have my father, that they're sure he's awesome and all that stuff.

and how i said, not really their fault. they have no idea what my dad's like and they're not required to. but the things he does, how he acts, what he does to me and my mama. noone would want that.

i lost all thought. it's just frustrating. they have no idea what he's like. i wish so bad he'd change, cried so many days and nights because of him and now people want him as their dad just because he plays call of duty.